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Experiences

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Myriam (Switzerland)
Chapter Two: Deciding what to do
My husband and I tried not to get too
down-spirited, and we kept trying. We took a long trip abroad and
gave a lot of time to each other. But still I just did not get
pregnant again. In the meantime, the grief over the two losses had
eased a little, but the desire to have children became ever more
acute. Every month I descended into a deep gaping hole. I saw
pregnant women wherever I looked and I even broke off contact with
a number of good friends because they had small children. In
retrospect, I must say that was the right thing to do. I spoke
openly with most friends about our situation, so they could
understand me up to a point. In difficult situations, one has to
protect oneself and not expose oneself to further cruel
situations.
After a year, at the beginning of 2000, we decided to go for an
examination.

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